Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology
From: Kim Baker
Subject: FREE AGAIN!!!!
Date: Mon, 21 Nov 1994 07:31:19 GMT

Buz says:
>Kim, I am truly sorry to see that you have succumbed to the entheta on
>this group.

Kim:
Ahem. I have not, I repeat not "succumbed" to anything. This group has
helped me greatly, yes, but I reached the decision I made based on my own
observations, experience, and an appalling thing that I experienced.
I am truly happy that I have ended my days of "succumbing" to the entheta
that is the Church of Scientology, as constructed, brilliantly, by the
demented and evil mind of L.Ron Hubbard. That should make my position quite
clear to you.

Buz:
>I had the impression when you were doing the conditions last summer (Winter
>there) that you were still in doubt, though you were supposed to have
>completed it.

Kim:
I grovelled my way up to Liability, did extensive "amends" and never heard
from them again. I paid for a sec check, but never received it. Ever see the
movie "Brazil" - where you have to pay for your own thought reform and mind
control?

Buz:
>Will be glad to welcome you back when you come to your senses.

Let me make this quite clear, and I am exersizing considerable restraint at
the moment - I am NOT GOING BACK. EVER. For the first time in four years, I
have come to my senses. It is not in my nature to hurt individuals, I
experienced some attacks which hurt a lot a while back, at a very crucial
and difficult time, so I do not want to tear you as an individual, to pieces.
But I resent your application of "the door is always open" tech - designed
to leave a subtle seed in my mind for when I may be down, depressed,
vulnerable. So that when all seems too much, I can always go back to the
safe and defined world of Scientology.

No. I won't fall for it. Let me emphasize that I have examined the "onion
skin" layers of Scientology, from the outer, glitzy, it's all so nice
euphoria, to the inner, inner INNER core of it - and that core is rotten, it
is evil, and it was deliberately constructed to be that way by L.Ron Hubbard.
I have seen the face of pure evil.

If you ever manage to shake YOURSELF out of your daze, and look, I mean
REALLY look at what impulse, what intention lies behind the Church of
Scientology, I will be glad to help you. It is a shattering realization, and
it is too awful for many to confront.

I do not want the door to Scientology left open to me. I want it slammed
shut NOW! OK? In the immortal words of the Blubbard himself, Get it? Got it?
Good!

Kim Baker
I know more than you realize...